Ruth, aku ingin dengar kisahmu

Ruth.. , aku ingin dengar kisahmu..
saat kamu lulus SMA
saat kamu sedang di Petra
dan saat kamu sekolah di China
apa km menikmatinya? apa yg kamu dapatkan disana?

Ruth.., aku ingin dengar kisahmu...
saat pertama kali kamu bertemu Bob Hartanto Wijaya
saat dia boleh menggugah hatimu, dan membuatmu jatuh cinta
saat kau harus melewati 5 tahun bersamanya
apa yang kau rasakan? apa kau bahagia?
aku ingin dengar kisah cintamu

Ruth.., aku ingin dengar kisahmu..
saat kau berulang tahun ke dua puluh enam kemarin
Kau dihadiahi tiket itu
bahagiakah kamu?
pasti kamu merasa dicintai dan dihargai
sehingga kamu memberanikan diri, untuk meminta ijin kepada keluarga
untuk pergi bersama keluar besar calon pasangan hidupmu

Taukah kamu bahwa... tiket itu adalah tiket ke surga?

Ruth.., aku mau dengar kisahmu
agan tentang liburan akhir tahunmu
saat kamu berada di pesawat air asia itu
apa kamu bersanding dengan kekasihmu?
dan menggandeng tangannya dengan jemarimu..

Saat pesawat mau menabrak awan cumulonibus yang berbahaya itu..
apa kau sempat tahu?
apa mereka menyuruhmu bersiaga?
apakah kau tau..bahwa ini akhirnya..
akhir dari cerita cinta kalian.

Apa kamu takut?
apakah ada jeritan disana?
apakah ada tangisan disana?
adakah dentuman? atau gebrakan yang sangat keras?
apa kamu memegang tangan oorang yang cintai?
dan memandang matanya untuk yang terkahir kali?

Ruth aku mau dengar kisahmu..
kalau sampai kamu masih bernafas di sebrang sana..
aku masih berharap..

hello ganteng... jadi power ranger sekarang ya

Yoshua Sudarso als known as Yoshi.. and also "sexy" :P
He is Indonesian who stays in America since he was 9 years old. and become sooooo charming and brought up in social media.
He has younger brother called " Peter Adrian Sudarso" who is cuter than him. LOLx.. that's my opinion because I ike peter better..they both are entertainer, and unfortunately, entertainment world prefer Yoshi better than Peter :P

I want to congratulates him for his success in 2014. He was a stunman on The maze runner movie, for MinHo character, and now He is a Ranger Blue on Power ranger dino charge! hahaha

Mengharumkan nama Indonesia.~

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4 of them has been married by accidents..

leave me and Yellow.

and we won't do that!

we promise to remanding each other every time.

introduce my single friend

During my single life, I am not alone
I have 3 singles friend who has tragic case like me.. call them Yellow, Blue, and Turqoise
I think the have more dramatic story than me.
because we are so close... untill what they have expirienced actually affected me in a way..

the most recent tragedy happen to Blue...
she was in relationship for 5 years, break up about 3 years, move on just a year.....
and now her freaking ex is Married with other woman, withouth anyone noticed ...where by his facebook still full of his picture with blue - never updated- and suddenly ended with wedding pict.

OH MAYYYY GOATTT

when I kepo-in his facebook, and look through how happy they were ( BLUE AND HER EX).. and end up with the wedding picture out of no where was like PUSHING HIM IN THE END OF THE CLIFF !!!
and it does affected me in many ways... i didn;t sleep well.. dreaming everything..having baby withouth dad, dreamt about my ex having another GF, dreamt about someone died, to conclude HOW TRAGIC IS THAT COULD BE!

but no matter what, there is always rainbow after the rain
im so glad that blue is happy with her life and moving on.
love you blue <3

remember me?

Yesterday was my ex-bestfriend wedding day

to the pont, I was DISSAPOINTED.

why?

Why?

WHY?

Because the party came out, far from what I expected.

She is like Parish Hilton in my Hometown, she has everything.. beauty- wealth- loved- smart - friendly - loveable. 

and through my childhood life, she was part of my process of being what I am now.

overall, I expected she will have an fabulous ending essppecially through her marriage life.

ahh end up just my imagination.

the party was late, decoration really classic, boring, the wedding not that great, the guess all older people and i dont know them at all, food were sucks! ,and time for the wedding i not right, she choose on Tuesday when everybody is working, and ended late, and personally because she convert to klenteng, the ambience of the party doesn't suits me..plus the SUPPER HOT WEATHEr omg, welcome to ME's list of 5 worst wedding ever.

I'm really sorry to her, but it's true. I'm thingking about it till I can;t sleep. too much? I guess so.. it was my unconsiously expectation that was planted in my head since I was kids.

Anyway, this is what I stand as her ex best friend. no matter how worst is the party, my best prayer always be with her.

Happy ever after nyah!

FIRST post

I decided to make a new whole blog,
STARTING OVER, after the dark night of my soul.. yuhuuu~

this blog literary created for stress released- so pardon me about the post
don't bother about my grammar, typo, apostrophe, or whatever.. you going to stress out with me if you bother it.

anyway, NO secret. im a very open person.. but private stuff i keep it for my self
just my opinion that you might want to know.
the real name- real place might be hidden, but base on true story.

just enjoy kepoin-me
and dont mind inside her head.

15-10-2014